Tuesday, April 17, 2007

I am a bit blue today

i dunno why, maybe the weather, maybe the fact that I haven't picked up my camera in a week to take pics of my adorable kiddos, who knows. But it has got to be fixed.

I am making an appt with my doctor to discuss my medicines. Apparently they are interacting with each other, and I never knew it. Oh wait, my doctors should have known about this too - a gentle reminder that your doctors don't always have the time to monitor your health (god forbid) and that you need to do it on your own.

I am crabby with my kiddos and it needs to stop. They are just being kids, and i need to lighten up.

I need to get the rest of this house done - it is apparently all on MY shoulders, as I have been told that he doesn't know where anything goes and doesn't want to go through it as it is all my stuff.

I need a schedule. My body is affecting my every day life - and the last time i told my doctor that i had an issue with being over tired, she said it was because i just had a kid (10 mos ago) and i told her no she is wrong and then went to my oncologist to prove it and low and behold, my thyroid was off.

I guess I am just bummed. I take care of everyone else in my life - watch their meds, talk to the doctor to make sure things are okay, it is wrong to just feel like someone should be watching after me once in awhile? I am tired of being responsible for everything to the point at which I forget about myself. Time to reevaluate our world. :(

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