Ever feel like you are in high school again?

I do. and I shouldn't.

I think I feel this way b/c I am used to being the entertainer - having people over and I cannot at this current home. we are busting our asses to get this damn place on the market, but running two businesses, having two bosses and a hubby that works crazy hours, doesn't help.

I *know* I need to stop making excuses, but you know what? I see families every day that work TOGETHER to help each other and i don't even feel comfortable asking my family for help. and when i do, they are busy and sigh.

it sucks and this is my problem b/c if i just swallowed my pride, i could do it.

we finally have the house in semi-presentable condition for me to ask my mom to come over and help, so i think we will be doing this next week.