posting is hard these days.

I have so much on my mind, I have NO clue where to start!!

I have little time due to children running a muck and my two businesses. I am a bit slow right now, along with the kiddos sleeping, so that's why you see a large post from me :)

I am sad. A child passed away from cancer. I normally try not to get too attached to blogs with childhood cancer, as they only end up breaking my heart, but this one was special. I know so many people who knew him and his family, I couldn't help but stare at the blog. every. single. day. until he passed.

I knew that he was getting close, having watched over 10 deaths from cancer and related diseases in my family, I knew he only had a few days left when the drs told the family instead of weeks to months, he had days to weeks. when doctors change that, there is just nothing you can do.

His parents are the most loving people I have met on the net, and i feel for them and their other children as today they attended a memorial service that is still most likely going on at this point.

OASN, we had a GREAT day, woke up early and went to the free fountains :) and we just had a blast. E ran through the water like she owned it, I was so proud of her. V, omg, he is my problem child. He walked away from me. Like, started to go back to the car walked away from me. Man, i have to keep my eyes on that one - he is going to make me go gray early!!

Oh, and I got a new hair cut!! When I was going through chemo, I had really short hair growing it back out, and i did it, I chopped it. I feel so liberated. My hair was just consuming my face and head, and really, I NEVER wear it down anyway.

Well, that's all for now. I have to go work on getting the kids's medical records transfered to another physician. Yea, nice thing to work on on a Friday afternoon eh?